Hi Annie,

Im sorry to hear that you are going through a though time. From personal experience I know how difficult it can be when your parent/s are acting horribly to you without thinking about the effect it has on you. Im also sad to hear about your previous relationship with your ex, for your own sake i hope you no longer speak to him!

I think it would be a good idea to consider moving out of home, of course it will take lots of planning, time and money (sigh like everything in this world!) I moved out of home quite young as i had a bad relationship with my dad & stepmum.
Moving out gave me so much space and freedom to be myself without judgement & comments from others!
I think speaking to your school/college about a payment plan would help put your mind at ease. Also maybe get advice from other students who did the same course as you in regards to fees.

I hope you figure things out and remember things will get better, keep smiling! <3

Ps read this – http://tinybuddha.com/blog/choose-to-forgive-and-grow-from-your-pain-because-you-deserve-to-be-happy/