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  • #102979
    HealingWords
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    For almost 4 years now, I have had this story in my head, that progressively gained layers. After first coming up with this book idea, I was very disappointed when I started writing the first few chapters but got stuck. I knew the general outline of what happened from beginning to end, and yet I felt my details were lacking. I had many holes and little complexity. So I ended up discouraged from writing and kept in my head. I have never thought about a book idea for this long, and I am very happy I did not write much because the story has changed so much, and I feel like I have added main characters with deep backstories and motives and the plot has turned into something that could fit into a 100 page novel to a trilogy.I also have to “clean out” and revise some idea as I realize that they were far too borrowed from other fiction novels. I have since written down timelines and character descriptions, but not much to the actually writing the story since I have ways to go on the plot.

    And yet, I question why I am writing this. Am I writing this for myself, for others. What am I trying to share. My first reason for writing this was to express a love for nature and show that we have become disconnected from it. As I have layered my plot ideas, different aspect of my life while addressing themes in cultural and racial diversity, womanhood, loss, love, acceptance, good and evil, etc have found its way into the story. I often question if anyone would enjoy reading my book when I am done, or if I will want others to read it. I have found that each character is an extension of myself, the plot itself is a symbolic of the changes of my life. All of it is unintentionally, but knowing it now may be difficult to take criticism from others.

    I hope this book gets written, that I will not give up on it. After so many years of playing scenes in my head, I cannot imagine that I will let it go so easily. I just need to motivate myself and let my story be brought to life in words, one page at a time.

    #102994
    Jen Robinson
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    Hi Laure,
    If you have a story inside you trying to get out I believe you need to put it on paper regardless of whether or not another person will read it or like it. This has obviously got strong meaning for you and may be a way for you to grow as a person through your storytelling. Sometimes it can be difficult to keep going with something that seems so large but I find that spending even 15 minutes a day on my projects can be enough to get the ball rolling and before you know it your novel will be half finished. Good luck.
    Jen

    #103026
    Anonymous
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    Dear Laure:

    You wrote: “As I have layered my plot ideas, different aspect of my life while addressing themes in cultural and racial diversity, womanhood, loss, love, acceptance, good and evil, etc have found its way into the story.”

    Can you tell about the aspects of “love, acceptance” in your life, aspects that have found their way into the story, in fewer words of course, and in a more straight forward, perhaps way, than in your book not yet completed?

    anita

    #103029
    HealingWords
    Participant

    Lifewrangling,

    Thank you for your support, I do agree that I should put it on paper regardless of if people will like it, and I do feel that my story has grown along with me, and maybe writing it will help me grow even more. I do find that working on it little by little help, and makes it seem less intimating in writing it all!

    Anita,

    This is actually a very hard question to answer, as there are so many forms of love and acceptance (and sometimes a lack of love and acceptance) found within the story. I suppose when it comes to my story, some of it can turn into being influenced by my life, or being something I wish I had in my life.

    When it comes to the aspects of Love and acceptance in the story, It isn’t directly related to my life. I do think the major love aspect is empathized with love for nature which is a large aspect of myself, but the main character is strongly motivated by her love for her father (who she lost in the beginning of the story) as well as her cousin and other friends. I do not think this greatly mirrors my life literally as I am not motivated by my father and I am not close to any of my cousins, however, I am a very family-orientated person and see family as important.

    I was very specific in making sure that romantic love was not empathized in the main character’s story because I do not want unnecessary distractions from her story. There are some parts of love and acceptance found in my story is more of a projection on what I wish was found in my life. One character has a subplot regarding love with another main character and she accepts her love regardless of all his (literal) monsters. Also, by the end of the story I do see a love for community in the main character, and this is something I greatly wish I had in my life.
    With acceptance, the main character goes through many events that leave her more open minded about different people and that the world is not black and white.

    Thanks,

    Laure

    #103030
    Anonymous
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    Dear Laure:

    What you shared in the above post teaches me more about you,the writer, the person. You highly value nature, family and community. Some of what you wrote about is about what you wish you had in your life. From previous threads I know you wish you had friends, connections. And as I wrote to you in your other thread this morning, the need and desire you have to be connected to other people: family members, community members such as college peers and members of other species (nature) is very much a big part of you, maybe the biggest part of you.

    You definitely want to connect, more than anything else. Am I correct?

    anita

    #103148
    HealingWords
    Participant

    Dear Anita,

    I think you are correct, that I do value connection. I had not completely known that until now that I have wanted some form of connection all my life, whether it be from nature, family or friends. And perhaps that is why I value nature so much, because the feeling of connection comes easy to me. It is feeling connected to people that becomes difficult to me, and it is a long lived learning process that may have been discouraged in the past.
    Thanks for the insight,

    Laure

    #103154
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Laure:

    You are welcome. Many people feel easily connected to animals, most commonly dogs, men’s best friend, than to humans.

    My whole life I desperately wanted to connect. And currently I am in the process, like you, of connecting.

    Please do post anytime.

    anita

    #103881
    Gary R. Smith
    Participant

    Dear Laurie,

    Listening deeply to what Life is saying is one of the most joyful skills I have nurtured. After writing a reply to you online, feeling quite satisfied with my comment, I inadvertently hit a button and oops! it was all gone. So I listened. Was Life telling me to let go of participating in your discussion? Or was it saying, ‘Gary, look a little deeper’? I heard the latter.

    {{ Am I writing this for myself, for others. }}

    What are your motives? To actualize something that wants to be written, or to sell books?

    If the former, there is no stress as you are not seeking a specific outcome. You are not trying to make your readers happy. You are writing for the joy of it, because you are urged from within to write without fully knowing why. Perhaps you are writing to gain clarity, to connect some dots inside yourself, to make sense of things. Or you may like to sharpen your writing skills for the pleasure of word crafting. You may like the idea of getting feedback from others to broaden and balance your perspective. Then you needn’t give any thought to readers except to bring clarity to your writing so you communicate your expression clearly. You can focus on being authentic, on writing from your depths for the joy of self-discovery and it doesn’t matter what others think. Then, if you are ready to be vulnerable, you can share from those depths and be okay with however they respond or with no response. That is where I am coming from in my writing.

    If you are writing to sell books for fame and fortune, that is something else altogether. Then you need to consider more the technical aspects of writing. I bought a writing course from Daily Om and enjoyed the presentation at first. But the further I read, the less attracted I was. You may be in a place where such a course could be useful. There are tools online for writers as you know. I have been getting emails from one of them, and if I wanted to write a book I would look into it further. It is Reedsy at https://reedsy.com/write-a-book

    {{What am I trying to share. My first reason for writing this was to express a love for nature and show that we have become disconnected from it. }}

    Laurie, that is something I would like to read.

    {{As I have layered my plot ideas, different aspect of my life while addressing themes in cultural and racial diversity, womanhood, loss, love, acceptance, good and evil, etc have found its way into the story. I often question if anyone would enjoy reading my book when I am done, or if I will want others to read it. I have found that each character is an extension of myself, the plot itself is a symbolic of the changes of my life. All of it is unintentionally, but knowing it now may be difficult to take criticism from others.}}

    As you probably know, fictional characters often are extensions of the writer. Catherine Ann Jones writes of it in her Way of Story writing course from Daily Om.

    {{I hope this book gets written, that I will not give up on it. After so many years of playing scenes in my head, I cannot imagine that I will let it go so easily. I just need to motivate myself and let my story be brought to life in words, one page at a time.}}

    That is it. You will find your way, you are the only one who can. I can give you an opinion from an interpretation of my own life experience, but the way of writing is something you will discover for yourself.

    Best,

    Gary

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