Hi Keine,

It is true. I am blessed in that way. I do have the support of a loving mom and good friends encouraging me…

Anyway having said it out to strangers really makes me feel better. Strange but true!

I hate saying it to my mom, because she gets sad and then blames herself of not having been able to do ‘more’ for me financially or beeing able to help me with my studies and allways having to see me struggle… and I am like: YOU HAVE DONE MORE THAN ENOUGH and you are a great mom and it is not your responsibility – you made me healty and helped me in other ways for which i am gratefull… so I am scared to be down when she is around because she immediatly blames herself for not being able to have done more. And it is not her responsibility – I am a grown up, which is why it is so hard for me sometimes JUST BECAUSE I AM A GROWN UP not able to live on her own… ANYWAY i will stop complaining. I just have to bite through 🙂 Like all of you said: ONE DAY 🙂

THX for taking the time 🙂