Thanks Anita.

After this relationship I met a guy who was three years younger than me. He loved me and was fond of me but I didn’t trust him as he was playful and I thought he was not serious with me. Sometimes he told me not to expect him to be like the guy from the previous relationship. We were good friends and I could rely on him for anything. His mother didn’t like me as I was older than him and was from a different religion. My parents didn’t approve of the relationship either. After I moved to another country he got married to someone his mother approved and he told me his wife doesn’t want him to communicate with me. So that friendship ended.

I dated another guy who was not happy with his job and was depressed. He was emotionally unavailable, and it was very hard. I thought my parents would like him so I tried to make it work. He married someone whom his mother proposed to him.

After a long time I opened my heart to a guy who looked a lot like the guy from the first relationship. He kept telling me we were very different and he married someone he had a long distance relationship with