Also I am scared that God almighty granted me the love of my life after such an intense prayer, but i pushed it away in foolishness and I won’t get another chance ever in life. .
I am scared that no one will ever shower this much of affection on me and i might carry this deficit ( i dont know the proper word here in place of deficit) for my life. My parents are searching for a groom for me but after realising that i love him, i don’t feel like seeing anyone else.
I feel angry towards him for giving in to social pressure and getting married to the other girl, when he loved me.
How could he stand beside another girl and participate in all marriage rituals if he really loved me?