Thanks for replying. 🙂

Without going into a long involved story, I survived an abusive relationship. That is the source of a lot of the anger.

But that isn’t the one that is troubling me so much….it is a relationship that I left about 10 years ago. This person said some rather cruel things to me–I think it some ways it did more damage to me than the first relationship.

I am coming to terms with the fact that I was abused (emotionally) in that relationship as well.

Yes, I am still hurting. I probably always will be. But I want to move on and not let the past poison the present and future.