Thanks Anita.
Maybe once I’m old enough to draw from SSI and my retirement funds I’ll have the confidence to be self employed (I’ll still need to do something with my time. I’m not good at sitting still).

The fear of being broke is huge. I didn’t work during most of 2010 after the financial crash & burn and it was extremely stressful even though I was able to draw unemployment. This is why getting debit free is really important to me now.

As much as I should be patient and ride this out, I feel like these are also wasted years as I’m not enjoying life like I feel like should.

Guess I need to make sure and keep buying those lottery tickets:-)