as much as i would like to learn as much as i can about paying bills, taxforms, house and car and financial things as well as home improvement, i wish my parents din’t have such a negative attitude toward those subjects. it would be easier to learn if my parents weren’t complaining and arguing about how the world is harsh on them and their financial things. sometimes when i try to learn them, there complaints get in the way and it spoils the learning for me. they seem to only see the bad habits within the financial world and i’m not like that and i don’t want to be that way. i want to learn how to be self-sufficient, but sometimes it can be hard to learn things b/c their complaining makes me feel insecure about myself.