Dear neng:

I understand that you got emotionally attached to your FaceTime with him and you miss that FaceTime very much. On the other hand, you were not happy with his treatment of you in person. You were so unhappy last time, in Maine: ” i really felt ignored. i was so frustrated that i told him we need to have a break and i wanted to go home..” and you left home earlier than what was in your ticket.

As you miss your FaceTime with him, remember that you were unhappy face-to-face with him, in Maine.

All you can do is ask for him to renew contact with you and you already have. There is no way to make him, to force him. What can you do other than write to him that you miss your FaceTime with him very much and that if he changes his mind to contact you.

I hope you feel better soon. Post anytime.

anita