You’re welcome. . Nothing to be thankful for, just sharing similar experience.
In my case perfect radiation came after breaking my soul to tiny little pieces like never before and rebuilding it on a solid foundation of pure love and gratitude. I’ve started to see what others seen in me -Joy and positive attitude. . But if only they could see what was underneath it. . Unwillingness to Be. That’s how hard it was. There was nothing .. emptiness,darkness. Shithole. Honestly

But this is where I was and the greatest achievement of all is My Life and the point at where I AM NOW.
Life’s full of surprises. . Xxx