Dear luvtahtsun,
From your post it is clear that you have gone through a lot in life.
Suppressed feelings – “I have suppressed a lot of my feeling”
childhood traumas
feeling abandoned
not feeling acknowledged, not shown love and respect
trying to deal with things from the past
My anxiety is awful and I’m depressed
I know I have to figure out me and who I am. It’s so very hard!
But the good thing is you need not anymore.
All of the above issues are simply beating you up. The mind does not have any answers anymore.
And that is when you say…
“It is so hard and i am having trouble understanding how to do all of this.”
This is the time when a practical healing technique will take you out of your situation.
For all your issues I suggest you to give a try to EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique). You need not spend anything as EFT is explained very well through various articles all over the internet and also through YouTube videos.
It’s a simple technique to do.
How would you be without all the above issues? Absolutely free. Isn’t it?
Once you are “cleared” you will feel free and then comes the openness, freedom and choice to live limitlessly towards the life you have desired.
You can do so while you continue your conversation on this site so that you get assistance from other members too.
If you need any information please write back.
Take care,
VJ
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