Dear Csaba:

Fear is what it is, a very powerful emotion. What is the fear about is the question.

I believe that the answer is in a long, long-term relationship you already have: one with any one of your parents and/ or the relationship between your parents which you experienced by proxy.

Best place to explore this is in the safety of psychotherapy with a competent, empathetic and capable therapist. If you’d like to exploring it here just a bit, please do. If you post again, I will reply.

(Once the fear is identified and processed, it would weaken a whole lot and you will be able to have a relationship with a woman).

anita