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there are 5/17 questions i need to ask my ap calc teacher on the review sheet before the test on limits on friday. i need work on finding points of discontinuity, working with square roots and also limits at infinity. i was doing great on limits until my inner bully snuck up on me during class today and told me that i was a loser and it made me really annoyed. i also have 6 questions i’m still unsure of in my ap biology test corrections which i took the test yesterday and received a 66 on it. my inner bully is being very aggravating today and keeps telling me that i am dumb, worthless and ugly. it makes me really mad. i sat at a table with dave and storm today for lunch. they were quite entertaining. storm was flipping his water bottle and making it twirl like a top. other people such as benton (he is really good with computers) let me read his book called shutter by Courtney Alameda and it is about ghosthunters and it was really cool. we had an assembly during the second half of second block ( seniors went 9:25-10:05) and the principal talked about making senior year the best year. steve (my former lunch buddy) was helping me with my ap calc hw during the assembly. after the assembly was over, my special friend waved at me, he could tell that i was stressed despite the smile i had on my face. so during lunch, he was walking around chatting with his friends and also looking out for me giving me an encouraging smile. i was still a bit stressed after school, but i saw my special friend riding his bike around enjoying nature and he invited me to come and enjoy the scenery of the trees. we listened to music and felt the wind on our faces and soon i was laughing.