Sorry about your friend Kim. 🙁

Anita I been thinking all day, think I may give councelling a try…maybe also a spiritual path. But i’m taking a break from that girl, she was there for me at rock bottom and I lied to her so I could end my life, I don’t want to be that lieing guy. Also I want to figure out WHY I like her? never did before. Also we used to text eachother every day, now it’s once a week so maybe she was only there for me because this issue then it’s back to not talking or something, so maybe there really is no friendship there.