Hi Dear iamthis,

I now have a chance to suggest you something on your non-health related areas of life (of course it can be applied to health too)-

This will be helpful especially on your below need for change-
“It seems like I am unable to affect any sort of meaningful change in my life and I have this overwhelming sense that I am living a script. I have zero ability to change even small matters.”

1) Short Intro
http://www.dralexanderloyd.com/the-love-code

2)
Begin with the FREE video series and then follow your inner guide on what to do next
http://www.dralexanderloyd.com/videos/the-love-code-video-series

Warm Regards,
VJ