Dear Anita,

I never told her words like I’m older I know best. I always carefully kept listening what she had to say and tried to understand her. And of course I do understand that not being in love with someone is a valid reason to break up.

I never wanted to marry a immature woman but I kept thinking that she will grow up being with me and not being apart from me and she even once told me that she also wanted those things. That’s the main reason I feel this way.

I wish her the best and she will be always in my heart.
Maybe it’s pointless for me to try and figure out what’s really on her mind because those feelings are somehow normal in our early 20’s today and I see many other forums have same or similar topics.

I’ll just try and live with this feeling day by day and hopefully this pain inside me goes away with time and patience.