Dear Anita,

Thanks for replying.

The one word used to describe me was OBSESSED.

What I am trying to say is, I am currently living with: Guilt, Regret and still harbor Love towards him. I don’t blame him for hating my guts for I did…but reconciliation and making amends is what I am really after.

Do you think a handwritten letter to him would be appropriate? I plan to send one after the new year and hopefully he would perhaps be more inclined to hear me out?

There was never really any proper closure and that is what I want; however, I am also afraid of letting go and in my heart I would not want to.