Dear Anita. Thks for your answer.
Yes im still in the Netherlands, but i must say on a diffucult situation also.
I barely can cover my expenses here. My mom has to help me every month.
I dont know which way to take.
To stay here and try to get a higher income, and after that try to pursuit my dreams or to go back, where i have at least for sure a roof and food.
I dont know how i would feel living there again.
It is my fault im not doing better here. In general, i like it more here than there, although i love my country.
But there are no opportunities to grow there.
I dk what to do.
I need to decide and act fast, because in this case , the time is counting.
Thank you and i would like to hear from you