Hi there,
What you are experiencing is common and not abnormal. Often, when we see people around us achieve certain things we feel that we’re lagging behind. However, once you get in this cycle it never stops. If you get a girlfriend, you will compare yourself to your married friends. If you get married, you will start wondering when you too will have children.
Intimacy is a very important part of the human connection and I wish it for you as well, but from what I read, you have not found a group of like-minded individuals that can fill your need for friendship and hopefully intimacy.
What I suggest is you write down five things you really love to do, then search for groups and communities that can fill your need for those five things. You will find that you will be happier whether single or in a relationship.
Greta,
Founder of Healthy Living
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