Listen Tannhauser you can always freely choose to stop it as I did 10 years ago when I was scared to death caused by a brain drilling feelings and something like falling in vortex of nothingness and ‘invisible something’ was attacking me for some time.

I was a kid back then and I’ve loved sleeping but after that I just couldn’t do it to the point where I had to be completely exhausted unable to even notice where and how I was falling asleep. It was too scary for me to even talk about it to anyone. I thought It might be lost ghost hunting young girls or even some kind of schizophrenia or teen crisis.

Seeing faces up in the clouds and letters on my body , enough to think I was going nuts and I think I’ve said something like ‘I don’t want it’ and I dived into the mundane life not long after I’ve left my country and now here I am ready and steady for anything what’s up there waiting to be revealed simply because I look through the window and I don’t see myself living this life like them or like me just before it all started. Seriously now I just can’t wait to see how much more is up there.

It’s been pleasure talking to you, I wish you all the best and lot of peace of mind and forever love.

Eight