Hi Carrie,

Two thoughts are going on here which no longer serve you.

1. You feel that you cannot trust yourself

2. You believe in all or nothing thinking

But get this: You CAN trust yourself AND the course you wanted wouldn’t necessarily be “all that” anyway. A paradox, I know! And the course you did take did have some value to it. You found out what you don’t like, and now you know even more what you do like. The “lost” savings? Think of it as an admission fee to the school of life. You learned that you need to trust yourself and that life is a winding trail, not a straight path.

Sometimes I feel like I’ve lost years doing certain things, but I have found that Life has a way of Redeeming the Time. Something good will come out of this. You’ll see.

Blessings,

Inky