Dear Anita,

I was never in a relationship before and sometimes I just don’t know how to speak to him due to the lack of experience in that kind of things. 

Yes, the university he’s going to is far away from where I live so the chances of seeing him again are very low as he doesn’t seem to plan anything out to see me.

At this moment I’m hoping for something more serious so I’d love for us to be able to try and be together for a longer period of time. For me distance doesn’t matter as long as he stays close to me and doesn’t do anything that would hurt me. I’m just really scared of someone else getting involved, that’s why I started thinking about completely cutting him off…