I can relate to how you feel at times when I was younger man a woman’snumber was important,  but now that I’m older it means nothing,  I have come to realize that it doesn’t matter if she’s was one before me or a thousand lovers before me , it’s what is in her heart . If she loves you dearly then focus on tat and feed those thoughts of her loving you ,that is what is important.  Focus on her love for you when you feel the negative thoughts creeping in your head . Be a man of wisdom and heart the guys that speak of her in poor taste , are guys if poor taste , and she chose you of any man in the world she could have , and that is something more valuable then gold it’s self is her love for you .