No, I am not interested in dating sites. I’ve only signed up a few times in the past and mainly looking for friends. Dating or anything romantic in general makes me nervous. This is what I told her as well, I like to make friends first and I am not gonna seek for a relationship, I’m gonna let it happen on its own.It isnt want I am into, as I said before I want friendships first if a romance happens between that friend and I then I’ll consider it. However, she is the only one I am fully interested in. I need to see her, I need to see it for myself if my feelings will change if our chemistry is different in person. I can’t let go of what she told me, her words “We could have a relationship in the future” runs in my mind constantly. This is why I said I am having a difficult time letting my feelings go for her. If she hadn’t given me that hope then I would be not interested in her romantically and moved on a long time ago. It is already to late, she said what she said we build a strong bond from a distance and i am saving money to go see her.