One last point- it takes two to make a relationship work. I think women tend to blame themselves more and analyse more, but it does take two and he has responsibilt also. I think if things are meant to be they will be at some point. If not then that person was a lesson and you will have learnt a lot from knowing them. It’s really really hard, I know, but people come into your life for a reason and done stay and some don’t, but the fact that they were in your life and part of your story will never change. They are always part of your story and you theirs. If they taught you love and showed you happiness that’s a great thing. But you will be happy and feel that way again. It’s hard to see now but you will.