Hi nobody,

Why do you think killing someone will make you sane again? Is that so you can remove your lonely feeling?

If that so, try not to get rid of it. Feel the feeling. You said “can’t stand it anymore”, in my opinion, if you want to be sane again, feel your feeling. All humans have feeling, even the most logical person on earth, they have feeling too. Don’t resist the feeling and embrace it. Try slowly to get  in touch with your feeling, identify it and talk to people. It can help you maybe to share stories with people and empathize. And last important thing, you’re not a murderer. Everyone makes mistakes. It is our choice to let the mistakes ruin us or to let them make us grow be a better person. Hope it helps.

Felita.