I have made NC into week 3. Neither of us has attempted to reach out.

Sometimes I miss him terribly, thinking what it would be like if he talked to me again. Sometimes I acknowledge  myself for being so brave and strong and truly realize it was an unhealthy relationship which I shouldn’t have settled myself in. Other times I wonder if he has already moved on, perhaps he’s already dating again? Does he ever miss me?

The breakup crashed me completely, but I have learned to know myself better and the pain actually has strengthened me in so many aspects. I learned to forgive myself and let go of things which used to push me to the edge of breakdown.

I believe everything happens for a reason. His existence in my life is to help mature myself. I am great full to ever have him in my life.

• This reply was modified 7 years, 2 months ago by Connie.