Anita,

First suggestion : Yes, I definitely will go to K University counsellor on Tuesday and make an appointment.

Second suggestion : I definitely will find information about studying and living in Singapore and share it with you, maybe not right now because my mind is in a very distressed situation due to all of these.

I have things to think and evaluate. I know that If I made up my mind (being committed 100 percent to Singapore) – my parents will have to support me anyways. The decision is in my hands. I realise that they cannot “force” me to stay here at Korea if I do not want to.

I am changing my major as well so I have a lot to research for.

This is going to be a hard and long journey, my parents are very stressed out at the very moment as well. I understand that it is hard for them, but for me – it is also very hard, you know?

I think that I am “sick” mentally … how can you tell someone who is sick to just get better? It does not work like that, you know. Every moment here feels like I am dying, I am in so much pain that no one can understand. No one will even validate my feelings and my pain. Why?

-Monica