Anita,

Sorry to make you feel like I was for “seeking” attention from your part,

that was not my intention.

The first post was I did not feel like it was a temper tantrum, as it was based on facts, that he did indeed purchased the concert ticket.

and it made me felt a lot of things, and yes indeed I have talked to you regarding how his actions affected my feelings.

Again, I apologise for somehow making you feel uncomfortable regarding the whole Patrice`s thing as well.

The thing with my mom was true. She did suffered from depression and went to see a psychiatrist, that is why she let me see one and understood me.

I never have any intentions to make you feel like an “audience” in my life drama, really.

You might not believe me, but If I do this just to get attention … I would not be here. I would just seek attention somewhere else, in real life.

The Patrice thing, I genuinely wanted to help her, I do not see anything wrong with it.

Yes, you might laugh seeing how “unstable” I am yet I still want to help my best friend in her situation, I get it. It is funny.

I completely understand of you being tired of hearing me, of reading all of  my “temper tantrums” as well.

It genuinely hurts me when you told me that I throw tantrums to get “attention” … for what?

I think I seek attention from Gyunnie not from you, and to get it, I can just easily post on my social media, creating a drama of some sort and I will definitely get it,

and I have never done such things, ever.

Why would I seek attention in a website here?

Those “temper tantrums” are genuinely how I felt. I posted here because I genuinely wants advices, and help.

I just feel like I connect with you pretty well, that is why sometimes when I post I do not think it through, I thought that this website is not some sort of a place where you have to think everything throughly before you post.

A lot of people posts when they are not in a “stable” situation as well.

If you think that the last 2 posts are temper tantrums, it is ok. It is your opinion, but I think I should make it clear that it was not my intention.

-Monica