I just had a thought… “Youth” in his mind means “healthy”. So when you complained about your health issues, he didn’t want to hear it. Of course, if he had medical problems you would be expected to be supportive in that as he’s “older”. This is Ableism. He only loves you when you’re “healthy”.

Also, you are “Stalking” him. He’s probably all, “Hey! That’s my role!” Young people don’t “stalk”. Now, he can chase, pursue, and go after, because he’s “The Man”. And “The Older Man” can’t be bothered with girls once he’s done with them.

But you stood up. You reached out. You wanted explanation. (But you really do have to stop now.) You even wanted Closure. Which you attempted to get through your art. Of course he then stalked you, found your art, and was upset that you dared to publically declare your feelings Real! That you did matter!

That you do matter.

Inky

P.S. I really want to see the art! Can we have a link for it? Only if you feel comfortable!