Eliana

you write beautifully. You don’t say it, but perhaps you’re surrounded by people who don’t share your level of intellect or education, which is why you are often lonely. If so, then perhaps you can take comfort in reading and take time to enjoy your own company.

As for the health problems, you have my heartfelt sympathy. It’s hard to gain perspective or hope for the future when you’re suffering physically. You know your body better than anyone so don’t worry about the perceived reactions of the ER staff. Your first loyalty is to yourself.

Taking things ‘one day at a time’ is an excellent strategy.  Continue fighting for your health. You’re worth the struggle – the heroine of this story