Dear Anita

Have you ever shifted your emotions to other person besides your mother, to find hope? Did this happen to you?

I agree with you when it comes to curiosity and seeing reality as it is. Ever since I started to meditate I saw and realized things, I saw I was in the dark before, mostly with my past relationships with people, toxic friendships etc. It allowed me to understand many things, there are still many left to understand and see, but this was a lot and I’m grateful for that.Self improvement is a great thing. I hope to understand more and learn to let go of what hurts me.

He wanted to stay. He stayed for an hour, we talked. He held my hand when he was leaving, and said I look cute. He texted me he “tried to behave” and kind of wanted to meet later tonight but I said I can’t. He is in a relationship. So that’s what happened.