Tbh, I don’t prefer working under someone either. An office-like environment with tons of rules and regulations creeps me out. Truth is, many people are like that so we aren’t diseased or something lol xD

You just need to find what you like doing as a hobby, for a start, and transform it into a skill. It doesn’t have to be a die hard passion. Just something you like doing. Try different things like singing, coding, computer programming, painting, writing, yoga,  etc.

There’s more to life than just getting a job, getting married and then dying.