I think something that affected me deeply were the not so positive social experiences in my teen years, I’ve Always considered myself adventurous and open-minded, it frustrated me a lot to be stuck with friends who didn’t value the same things or didn’t want to try something new or risk, now it may sound like I’m acting like a victim or blaming Others but it’s since I’m 14 I feel stuck and stagnant in a life that it’s not like I want and I can never find a solution to that, it makes me depressed. I felt somehow rejected by people I wanted to befriend, I’m social but sometimes I feel like an outcast or unable to really shine, like instead some Others do effortlessly.