Well, when I have another one, I’ll share. I tend to forget the details unless I type it out right after I wake up.

I did have a dream about being rejected by the guy that doesn’t like me in real life.

Last night a had “another” talk with my mom about how she treats me. She had some points about how my behavior affects her.

But, as usual, I expect her behavior to continue along as it is. She’s 80 now and my therapist does not think she can modify her behavior for long. This is who she is. She was raised by a mean-spirited woman herself.

We shall she.

Thank you for all of the posts. I’ve cried a lot this past weekend and I’m crying now, but I’m going to see if I can find a support group to help me.