Dear Anita

I am not sure. Our breaking up was not like we talked about it. He just disappeared after i had a fight with him about what he has been doing to me. He left a message that i think this relationship is now all about hurting each other to which i replied but he went complete silent after that. I did not contact him either because i knew talking to him was useless. I tried making my mind that he toxic so i better move on. But some part of me was still waiting for him.

We never went talking without each other for more than 10 days but when it was one month and no sign of contact… i started to realize and accept that he is gone. I never tried contacting him.

It has been two months now. i was doing all okay. And all of a sudden i heard the news about him getting married (at time when we were in contact normal). he got married 3 months ago.

Ever since i heard the news, my hands are shaky, have lost my appetite and couldnt sleep last night. I feel as if i am shocked or traumatized.

I keep telling myself that you knew he would do that.

I just want to make peace with this. I am angry at him that he did it while he was telling me he loved me. I dont know what to do

Should i call him and let him know that i know about his marriage…..please tell me