Hi Justin,

Use your job that you don’t like as your path to mindfulness.

Will sum up everything in quick pointers.

– Dish washing is considered as an excellent technique for mindfulness. An approach that will lead you to peace and bliss.

– Check out the instructions in this link. It has a pdf version to download too.

(www.huffingtonpost.com/patrick-groneman/mindfulness-tips_b_3484380.html)

– Check this one too..

“There are two ways to wash the dishes. The first is to wash the dishes in order to have clean dishes and the second is to wash the dishes in order to wash the dishes. . . .”

(www.zenwahm.com/mindfulness-practice)

– Mindfulness will get rid of the troublesome thoughts that are going on in your head (everything that you mentioned in your original post above), you will start enjoying your job, you will start enjoying life in general, nowhere to go, nobody needed to fulfill you, your entire consciousness will change, you will feel peaceful and joyful about life.

– Once your inner consciousness is changed, things, places, people, situations, circumstances will begin to change.

Even if they do not change you are still enjoying your life after starting this practice. So either way you are internally free and peaceful.