Thank you so much.
Yes I most certainly feel guilty and it makes me feel confused and hurt he can do that to me, he constantly talks of how much he loves and adores me and how he pretty much says he cannot live without me. I feel so much pressure.
Most people would love to have someone love them that much so it makes me guilty for being ungrateful too!
I do have issues around him being so much older than me too-especially what others think. I have worked so hard on myself with self love and not letting what people think effect me and it’s been an amazing jorney-but with him I do worry about that.
I see men my age and I wish he was my age I’m physically more attracted to men my age. I know that’s very shallow.
If I choose not to love him and not be with him will I regret.
Im the most unjudgemental and unshallow person so it does not sit well with me at all.
He says I focus on the negative when it comes to him and I should focus on his positives. Rereading this yes I’m totally focused on the negative.
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