Thank you for your responses. It was only a short relationship but I feel so strongly for him I’m scared I’ll never feel like this with someone else. I was married for 5 years previously before this guy and never felt this way about my husband who was my first partner. I feel like this is the first time I’ve truly loved somebody and felt a connection with them. He has actually messaged me through the night to say we can meet and talk tonight and now I’m not sure whether to or not. I feel like I need closure but I also feel like he is stringing me along. I think I am giving him an ego boost at the moment and that is why he is keeping in contact. I have very low self esteem and suffer with anxiety and depression and I’m really beating myself up about this. I really hate myself at the moment. I was sexually abused as a child and suffered rape when I was a teenager and he’s the first person i told about this I felt so comfortable and safe with him. I understand what you say about lust but I really do feel like I’m in love with him. Our connection felt so strong. Any tips on walking away and getting over somebody? Im in so much pain right now