Thank you for replying Michelle. I’m so ashamed of myself for feeling this way. I’ve always been so closed off and hard towards others I can’t believe I’ve let my guard down enough to become manipulated by him this way. It’s worse because I know he is doing it! It’s like my brain and my heart are at war with one another. My judgement feels so clouded atm I don’t know what is true and what isn’t. I daren’t message him again but I will delete his number. I’ve blocked him on Facebook too. I’m sure this sounds so silly as we were only together 4 months (and before I met him I know exactly what I would be telling someone going through this) but I love him so much I really can’t imagine my life without him, how can that even be possible after such a short amount of time!