Why choose a man who is not good for you?

Because he is my best friend and only such a person can understand a spouse. He has stopped talking with her. For the past few months he is patient if i bring this topic up and talk about my anxiety. He said he’ll be there no matter what.

But, once when he had to be there, he wasnt . Pictures of him and the other woman keep coming to my mind.

I caught up between the past and the present. So i took some time off but im not able to decide