I ended it first, when he was being too pushy. I realised after just 1 week though that I love him and miss him and that I want to try and atleast work on our relationship. He was begging me the whole time during that week not to leave him. That was a month ago, and for those 4 weeks he has been stringing me along it seems, saying that he will consider us getting back together. Now he doesnt want to waste anymore time on me 🙁

I can accept his decision, in time I’ll probably see that it was for the best, but I’m finding  it hard to cope with this pain right now