Hi Anita,

Today has been rough so far, I think because of all of the Holidays in the last few month, Mothers Day/Fathers Day/ Easter and of course 4th of July…I do feel sad today even though yesterday was ok…

I do wish I could stop wondering how my ex is…I know it DOES NOT matter.  I think the hardest thing is after being together for 8 yrs. I truly do not understand how he can not even to check & see how I am doing.   It doesn’t seem normal to me.Also, I would like your view on a comment he made that I had posted in an earlier post.  2 weeks ago when we briefly met, he said I need to tell you about a dream I had …”I dreamed I built a house & had a seperate bedroom on each end, one for you & one for my girlfriend”…He said, “I can tell you this, but not her…she would get too upset”  I just looked at him and got in my car & left.  Not spoken since…

Bella~