Dear anita,

She blocked me and didn’t want to talk with me anymore.

Well you make me think. If shes the one maybe she should forgive me and willing to start fresh. Maybe if she loves me unconditionally.

The main problem is I still regret.

Every day always do same.

I wish i was blablabla when Im still with her.

I wiah i was taking care of her more than i should have.

And it was haunting me. I have tried to suicide by cutting my hand. Everyday i got drunk. I didn’t take care of my life.