I don’t feel angry right now. My relationship with my parents doesent feel like the problem right now. The problem is I’m not motivated to get out of bed, I’m oversleeping, I’m having suicidal thoughts, I’m not eating, I’m lonely and don’t know what to do to motivate myself to even want to keep trying at life. I need some kind of carrot to chase, I don’t have anything to look forward to. I’m really not seeing what this has to do with me barely being in contact with my parents.