Helo laika… I read all above conversation but I think , your mind is controlling your heart these days , I think you want to be settled with your bf that’s why you are annoying with him and he is not cooperative to be settled in mean he is not working well , trying but not giving 100% .. did you think love is not enough,  need enough money to survive,  your mind is thinking about future and to be settled that’s why you are frustrated and feeling angry on him , you love him but thinking about future,  about him carrer , and feel sad for him which make you cry anger ,…is it correct?