Hi Michelle yes his heart knows how much I loved him but he decided to leave me for other reasons. I very hardly like someone and when I do I will give my heart and soul to do anything for them.

I am sad but I am glad that I don’t have a selfish heart and God will someday give me what I deserve.

As mentioned in my previous reply to Anita I have mentioned that he has posted pictures with his family so that too have hurt me and now I realized I was never important to him. Yes I cry much as I can if not everything will be stuck inside me.

So you’re 38. We are in the same range and  I am glad to know that. I find you as a strong person who has overcome your bad relationship and your words are very encouraging it helps me a lot.

Yes marriage is not in my books right now but I have to find some options to move out somewhere and start a new life. Travelling is a great idea yes I should try it.

Thanks Michelle for sharing the links with me. I really appreciate it. I shall go through it and let you know.

U take care

Risha