Shelby,

I genuinely don’t think you’ll be in the same place next year. As everyone around us keeps saying, time is a healer and you mentioned yourself due to not seeing him the memory of him is slowly fading – imagine what that’ll be like this time next year!

Sometimes having a cry is good for us. Although yes I’ve mainly shed tears over my trauma rather than my ex recently.

Our lives may be sad and unfulfilled right now but hopefully they won’t be like that for much longer and we can begin to enjoy the simple things in life once more.

I am still in a complete sense of confusion and I just cannot seem to make sense of how to approach this stage of my life.

So I guess another day will pass in confusion.