everything!

she is so intellegent, funny but in a nerdy way, she is kind when i go to office hours. I do not think she would ever go for girls, i mean i have never even done that! but this is the first time i actually go to office hours and interact with a professor, even emailing. I email her at least two times a week for school related purposes of course, but when her email comes i get so excited.

more than anything i am really sad that i cannot take her class next semester since it is full.  please how do i stop feeling this sadness that i will never be able to be with her or even see her after semester is over.