I know Anita he has mentally drained me. I really cant believe if I loved such a confused person. But he never liked me mingling or hanging out with anyone. He always caged me saying this and that and proving that he was protecting me.

I’m totally tired of everything. I really don’t think I could trust someone ever again coz this relationship has disappointed me in many ways. I have to come to point where I don’t understand the meaning of Love and trust.

when you are “very hurt”, feeling “worthless  and lost”, you are  giving  an insane  man the power to  determine  your worth – I know Anita I don’t know why am I affected by his unrealistic statements. But he always does this to me.

I hope after the message I sent him last night he wouldn’t bother me ever again. I hope he realized the pain I was going through.

Risha